I DARE YOU NOT TO CRY WHILE WATCHING THIS. I JUST WATCHED IT AGAIN AND WAS BAWLING ANOTHER TIME.

Everything Like This by lavishsqualor
Sam/Dean | NC-17 | Spanking, and some underage
It started out as something Dean was ordered to do. Years later, though, that couldn’t be used as an excuse.

Dean and Sam's tangible need to be closer to each other makes this fic one of the best spanking stories I have ever read.

Solution: When debating a woman (or man, no judgie) is named Julia or or Julie, go with Jules. Yes.

Glee: *BIG SOBBING WRECK*( Read more... )

Teaching: Tomorrow is the last DAAAAY. My god, I can't believe it's here. No, seriously. It probably won't feel like summer until I move back to Butte next week. All I can think about is all the cleaning and organizing that needs to be done in the classroom and my home.

Sickness: Still can't eat anything, was dry heaving this morning, and nearly upchucked from various smell triggers. Sometimes, I hate my tough stomach. It almost REFUSES to throw up, even though it would be such a relief. On the bright side, my fever hasn't returned since last night, so I'll call that a win.

Graduation: I had two students who gave me roses, which is the equivlant of saying you're awesome and thanks for being there for me. It was so nice to have on my first year of teaching. I started crying when Johannes climbed up the steps and handed me my rose. Then Chrystal came up and it was just so touching. I'm so glad I was able to be there for somebody this year.

102.6 temp. this is ridiculous.

This is me today:



I think that explains everything.

Tonight was class night up here in Hinsdale. I went to the school to help decorate, but no one could tell me what to do even after asking multiple people. I gave up, went to my classroom, and made a huge mess in there for three hours instead. I was trying to organize, but it just kept getting worse...and worse...and worse...so then I ran away, frustrated, and came home to my cluttered, dirty home. Suddenly, I was beyond exhausted, so I threw myself into bed, burrowed under the covers, and refused to come out until it was absolutely necessary for me to return to the school for class night.

It was fun, if a bit...lifeless. You know how people do traditions over and over again that they eventually become stale and meaningless? That's what I was witnessing. The kids have to do these things, like read out wills and give the class history and it was awkward in some ways, nice in others.

I attacked my classroom with a new agenda and it's going a bit more smoothly now. Before coming home, I checked up on Montana teaching jobs. Not that I don't love the school I'm at, but I feel I should keep my options open since I do intend to get closer to home at some point--and what if I miss a perfect opportunity to do so? Wouldn't you know it, there is a job opening in a small community an hour from my hometown. They are offering fewer classes (9-12 versus my upcoming 7-12 here in Hinsdale), with a huge salary increase. It's the first job I've been that's worth putting in for. I called my mom and talked it over with her and I plan to put in just because it doesn't hurt to do so. I have signed a contract up here though, so I'm not sure what the repercussions would be if I decided to break it.

Interesting enough, there is a Cutler there as acting superintendent. The name sounds familar...I graduated with a Cutler and there was a Cutler as a gym teacher in Butte a few years back. Could he be possibly the same guy or from the family? Also, there's a Dallaserra as Chairman on the board. If I call Cassie, I'm sure I'd be a shoe in. She's gotta be related to him in some way.

Once Upon a Time! Glee! OMG, I love my shows so so much!

I've also started watching The Client List, but maaaaan, does it not fit my regular show watching. It's like...I watch Once Upon a Time and switch to that...does not work, lol. The genres are so completely polar opposites that I usually have to let a day pass to switch gears.

School is almost over here. Seniors have their last day this Thursday, they've already taken their test, and Juniors take their final tomorrow. Sophomores just have to present their final projects next week and Freshman have their two projects and their final test. It's been really easy coasting, so I should start tearing the classroom down to prepare for summer. The more I get done this week and next, the sooner I can move back home for two months. I can finally finish editing DW vs. the World! Yes, THAT fic. Feasibly, two months isn't that long, so I should only really give myself a week off of all school stuff before I begin planning for the next year. The more I get done, the sooner I finish, right?

I think I'm going to bring Glee with me to school tomorrow and watch it during my prep. I just can't wait to watch Nationals! :D

Have a wonderful night!

ETA: Also, Kel, you SERIOUSLY need to sit down and finish your wayward mix. Or else admit failure. You don't want to be a failure, do you? BE AN EXAMPLE FOR YOUR STUDENTS, OMG.

Guess what new show I'll be watching next fall!



*bounces*